im soo confuse? why do i feel this way?
i love him, but i want this to be over..
but if i do..i just hurt my self...
well I'm kinda used to the pain...
but why is that i always want to cry..
cry until my tears will dry...until it cries no more...

is it because i want to love my self back?
or is it because i just fall out of love...
loving him is something that i don't expect to happen..
i thought everything is perfect, until he find his Job..
and his busy with his job now, that even if mag "drama" pako dli ko nya tagdon...

siguro i have to do, what i need to do...
to be whole again...para if my husband will come I'm whole...and i love my self...

that is my goal...and i hope i can stand by it...