"dance of life"

when we truly love someone we give our best and let that person see the pureness of our intention but sometimes, that person make us cry and hurt us for the wrong reason...

that someone must have loved us, but he has not loved us enough to make him stand for what he truly felt...

Now we are faced with a seemingly impossible task...of forgetting..

we have burdened ourselves long enough, but we still can't get out of this emotional trap...

let us remember that the more we try to forget someone we love, the more painful letting go will become...

sometimes we never have to take that person out of our hearts at all...for he will always be there...no matter how hard we try to drive him away...

it isn't his presence that makes this difficult...it is our stubbornness to accept our destiny..

that aligns forgetting next to impossible...we keep a cold face, but deep in our hearts...there's still that  lingering hope for a reconciliaaion...

somehow we still believe that we can rekindle small embers and relight that fire that once burned in our hearts...

these thought give us hope...but it also breeds the seeds of loneliness and despair...the only way to forget is to accept, and the only way to move on is to look ahead...and let the foot prints of the past be blown by the wind of time...

only then..can our hearts find a partner in a dance of life...

and hopefully never lost again...

my dream vacation

  

i always dream to go in pagudpud...marami na akong naririnig tungkol dito at gusto kung maka punta para malaman ko kung maganda ba talaga ang pagudpud..kasama ang pamilya at mga kaibigan...ang saya nun...

gusto ko mka kita ng white sand..yung wla masyadong tao...gusto ko tahimik ang lugar para mka pag munimuni...tapos madami ang pagkain puro masasarap...

pagkatapos nun gusto kung ma upo sa tabing dagat at pagmasdan ang pag lubog ng araw..hahaist wen pa kaya mangyayari yun...ang sarap mangarap...

at ang pinaka gusto ko sa lahat...ang maka punta sa isang flower farm...ewan ko bah..basta gustong gusto ko mka kita ng mga bulak-lak...sana may isang tao na mag dadala sa akin sa mga lugar na gusto ko...pag nangyari yun..ako na siguro ang pinaka masayng tao sa boung mundo...

You told me once …

It’s crazy to sacrifice and dedicate yourself

For someone...but you did that to me.

Thank you and sorry…

Sometimes, it’s hard to let go of someone you love, but you have to.

Yah its painful... but what can you do, when it really doesn’t work.??

Moving on will take a long time..

 

Cause I believe

In the law happiness can’t be destroyed

Your hands do not have to be held tightly by me..

Like the stars

There’s always a reason to smile

And I believe you need to be cherished

And for me to let go ....

I hate my dad for letting me believed in fairy tales,

 happy ending and for reading me boooks about how they lived happily ever after..

i remember when i was a child he always told me 

"darling, someday your prince will come and offer you pure love and you will lived happily ever after."

 oh how was that? 

well at this point of mah life I don't want to believe in that stuff again..

Now i ask mah self...ilang palaka pa kaya ang ang kailangan kong halikan para makita at makilala ang prinsipe ko?...hanggang kailan pa kaya ako matutulog bago dumating ang prinsipe na hahahlik sa akin?...at malalaman kaya ng prinsipe na sa akin ang glass slipper na yun?

well i think it really takes time...to find Mr.prince...who knows?

I don't understand why i have to pretend that I'm  fine and great, and then I realize that the hardest thing to do is laughing while your heart feels the unbearable pain.

I lost control, I lost track i miss the old me where i could laugh....I made things alone, where i need to be home...No one knows my sorrow. No one sees me weep. But the love i have for you is in my heart and mine to keep...the things we feel so deeply are often the hardest things to say. But I just can't keep quite anymore so I'll tell you any way.

there is a place in my heart that no one can fill....I love you...and I always will. 

When i saw you, i realize that i haven't forget you yet...there is a question i wanted to ask you...Do you still love me?..even if the answer of that question is yes....i don't think so that we can have our relationship again because it's not the right time...

Bakit sino vah ang nakakaalam ng right time?...bakit kailangan maging right ang lahat....pag naghahanap ng mapapangasawa hahanapin si Mr.right...pag nag mahal dapat in the right time...masyado na yatang sikat ang RIGHT na yan....(umiiyak tuloy si LEFT kasi na OPM cya hindi cya na bigyan ng chance)...ahahah