waiting a jeepny is like waiting the person you love...


you wait in the jeepny stop knowing that it would stop there..but suddenly you realize marami kayong nag hihintay kaya..umalis ka at humanap ng ibang jeepny stop, ang saya mo kasi wla masyadong tao kaya may problema...wla jeep na duma.an...


kaya nanatili kang nka tayo at naghihintay sa wla..re rerouting diay toh..ahaha

Sana madali ang pag move on...para lahat ng taong nasasaktan, kaya mu ng sabihan na mag MOVE ON kana...pero hindi eh...maraming kailangan gawin para maka MOVE ON ang isang tao...kailangan mong masaktan ang sarili mo pa ulit-ulit para mapadali sayo ang pag MOVE ON...


Sabi nga sa librong na basa ko "cheer up, life doesn't end up with one heartache...So kung ganon ilang ulit mo pang kailangan masaktan? kung nasaktan kana ba ng todo-todo makaka-MOVE ON kana ba?Pero bakit ako nasaktan na ng sobra ang sarili ko pero, heto parin ako....nag mamahal ng isang busy-busyhan na gago.

kailan kaya ako magigising sa katotohanan na...wala siyang oras sa akin....Na isa lang akong pampalipas oras...

My friend always told me "You have to understand"...lintik na understand2x na yan...hanggang kailan ko cya kailangan intindihin? hanggang ako mag titiis?


isa lang naman yung hiling ko...na sana...sana lng ako naman....ako naman ang intindihin nya...
na kailangan ko din ang oras nya at sana magkaroon cya ng oras para mahalin ako...at oras para ako naman ang isipin nya...=(

my head rest on my pillow,
I let tears flow and ask myself...

why cant i let you go?

i know i have said goodbye so many times before..
but all roads lead me back to you.

but now, as i say this goodbye,
i have this feeling that i will never see you again.

honestly, i don't wanna cross your path in the future,
coz i don't want all these feeling to come back and hurt me once again...

i know i cant let go of my feelings,
but i have to let you go..

sorry if it took me this long
to let you go...

i still love you,
and i probably will love you for a very long time

but somehow i know,
i have to move on..and get over you..
And the only way for me to do that,
is to be not around you anymore......

like what they say, we cant forget someone we loved,
we may want to but we cant...

love cannot be forgotten, no matter how hard we try,
and how much we think it will ease the pain....
it will be there forever...

maybe fate will smile upon us, and will see each other again..
SOMEDAY...

A Tear,

For falling for you

For expecting too much

For thinking there was a chance

we would be more than just friends
.

A Tear,

For allowing you to go

Encouraging you to her

And wishing you blessings for your found love.

A Tear,

For feelings I could have expressed

Or words I could have spoken

For things I could have done.

A Tear,

For being only a friend

Your best friend for life.

A Tear,

For emotions that are about to burst.

For a heart full of love yearning for yours.

And still,more tears.

For things I can no longer change.

from my multiply...way back last 2yrs?..:)

i'm so thankful for all the blessings that i have now...i couldn't ask for more...:)

I've got great friends...family...and of course the Lord God..

im soo confuse? why do i feel this way?
i love him, but i want this to be over..
but if i do..i just hurt my self...
well I'm kinda used to the pain...
but why is that i always want to cry..
cry until my tears will dry...until it cries no more...

is it because i want to love my self back?
or is it because i just fall out of love...
loving him is something that i don't expect to happen..
i thought everything is perfect, until he find his Job..
and his busy with his job now, that even if mag "drama" pako dli ko nya tagdon...

siguro i have to do, what i need to do...
to be whole again...para if my husband will come I'm whole...and i love my self...

that is my goal...and i hope i can stand by it...

i want to call you but I'd rather not,
to you teach some lesson..
I want to hear your voice...
I want to know what happen to you..
I want to be updated with your life..
I want to be proud that my bf did a good job..
I want to be in your side...


I just simply want to be with you...


but i guess all this wants will not happen anymore because you are happy without me...
you can live without me...but the hardest part is I cant live without you..

your part of my routine,
your part of my daily life,
your the reason why i wake up each day and just be happy coz i know i have somebody..
somebody who loves me..

but i guess its just a dream...
i have to wake up in this fairy tale i made..

:(

this fairytale has to end...sad to say it doesn't end up in happily ever after.
it might be true to some but not true to all...

but I guess I'm not one of those lucky girl whose their story end up in happily ever after...
i need to accept that life is unfair..it is always will...and it has to be...


--lonelyhart--

there are times in our life that we have to let go of the things that we needed the most, and we loved the most...
maybe because, its for the best...and maybe its the right thing to do.
it might hurt us, but in the wrong run it might be the reason why we love ourselves so much....

God has all the explanation that we don't know...and i believe things happen for a reason...

I've never been this hurt..

i thought it was him i waited so for long to fix my broken hart

but he disappoint me, like everyone else...

I gave him everything just show him how much i love him

 I gave him my time, my love, my care, but he never treasure it..

for him i am just nothing..

Again, my heart is broken, he just broke it without telling me why?

it takes me five yrs. to forget my first love...

  dont tell me it would also take me five yrs to forget him?

  i dont think so, because i know deep inside i did my part..

i just hope and pray that i can forget him and let him go in a short span of time..

so that my time will not be waste for nothing..

-- lonelyhart--