I don't understand why i have to pretend that I'm  fine and great, and then I realize that the hardest thing to do is laughing while your heart feels the unbearable pain.

I lost control, I lost track i miss the old me where i could laugh....I made things alone, where i need to be home...No one knows my sorrow. No one sees me weep. But the love i have for you is in my heart and mine to keep...the things we feel so deeply are often the hardest things to say. But I just can't keep quite anymore so I'll tell you any way.

there is a place in my heart that no one can fill....I love you...and I always will.