I hate my dad for letting me believed in fairy tales,

 happy ending and for reading me boooks about how they lived happily ever after..

i remember when i was a child he always told me 

"darling, someday your prince will come and offer you pure love and you will lived happily ever after."

 oh how was that? 

well at this point of mah life I don't want to believe in that stuff again..

Now i ask mah self...ilang palaka pa kaya ang ang kailangan kong halikan para makita at makilala ang prinsipe ko?...hanggang kailan pa kaya ako matutulog bago dumating ang prinsipe na hahahlik sa akin?...at malalaman kaya ng prinsipe na sa akin ang glass slipper na yun?

well i think it really takes time...to find Mr.prince...who knows?

I don't understand why i have to pretend that I'm  fine and great, and then I realize that the hardest thing to do is laughing while your heart feels the unbearable pain.

I lost control, I lost track i miss the old me where i could laugh....I made things alone, where i need to be home...No one knows my sorrow. No one sees me weep. But the love i have for you is in my heart and mine to keep...the things we feel so deeply are often the hardest things to say. But I just can't keep quite anymore so I'll tell you any way.

there is a place in my heart that no one can fill....I love you...and I always will. 

When i saw you, i realize that i haven't forget you yet...there is a question i wanted to ask you...Do you still love me?..even if the answer of that question is yes....i don't think so that we can have our relationship again because it's not the right time...

Bakit sino vah ang nakakaalam ng right time?...bakit kailangan maging right ang lahat....pag naghahanap ng mapapangasawa hahanapin si Mr.right...pag nag mahal dapat in the right time...masyado na yatang sikat ang RIGHT na yan....(umiiyak tuloy si LEFT kasi na OPM cya hindi cya na bigyan ng chance)...ahahah

When you left me..

When you left me,i felt like the world was falling apart...but soon i loved again...and i had not forgotten the love, i once shared for you...just look it away....now that your back...all these feelings i thought were gone come back in a hurry...
I'm feeling confused and worried not sure if i should go back cause I'm not ready to get hurt by you ...i cant go for a second round.

"♥♥"SUNSET? It's like a huge moving painting, for the LOVELESS it is heartbreaking, for IN LOVE it is ROMANTIC sight...."!!(^_-)♥♥"

kahit anong pilit ko sa sarili ko na kalimutan ka hindi ko magawa...hindi ko magawa dahil, ikaw parin ang nasa puso ko..hindi ko na alam kung ano ang gagawin ko, kung ano ang iisipin ko...siguro nga nababaliw na ako sa kakaisip sayo...kung alam mo lang...
bakit ba kasi hindi ko kayang ipakita sayo na mahal kita?...bakit hindi ko maamin sayo na mahal din kita noon paman?...naiinis ako sayo kasi ang bilis mong maka move on, ni hindi mo man lang hinintay ang sagot ko...sabi ko naman sayo dibah na pag iisipan ko pa...pero anong ginawa mo? ang bilis mo akong na palitan, parang nag papalit ka lang ng damit na sa isang iglap lang may kasintahan kana...pinilit kung kombinsihin ang sarili na baka ginawa mo lang yun para pagtakpan ang sakit na raramdaman mo...pero ng nakita kita na kasama sya.. nasaktan ako kasi ang saya mo sa piling nya...ang sakit kaya nun!!...pero alam ko wala akong karapatan na mag reklamo... kasi alam ko na ako ang may kasalan kung bakit ka lumayo sa akin...sana balang araw makalimutan kita..sana maging masaya din ako katulad mo...

Isn’t it funny?
You grab the sand put it on your fingers
It’s like the time that you can’t hold back…